Okay, so things have been so busy—yeah yeah, typical Jill phrase I know.
Seriously though, I’m just going bananas. I’m still in the phase where it’s easier to be grumpy than sad; and I’m sure it is getting really old to the people around me. I’d apologize, but I’m not ready to change it quite yet…so stay tuned.
Daddy Fisk has been super busy this week with training, and although I got a warning it would be like this from here on out, it’s not easy. The only time I get to talk to him is a few minutes at night—and well, H-E-L-L-O I work nights. So I rush outside to take a break and talk for a few minutes but being that we have to keep it so short there is no REAL talk. It’s wearing me down.
Enough whining though right…I promise I’m not ALWAYS a downer. So the good news is that the Army issued them a four day pass which means, I’ll get to go see him for four days next month!! I’m super excited, we plan on going to NYC and Philadelphia to see some touristy stuff, it should be fun. AND I’m excited that I get a “do over” since I spent the last pass in GRUMP mode!!! I’m sure you wanted to know…but I’m mostly looking forward to spooning—it is by far the most secure feeling ever. I can’t even explain it… so cherish your spooning time. The funny thing is he always says I pose him like a Ken doll!!! So hilarious (so Brent)…deep down I’m sure he likes it too.
Another good thing is that my mom is moving back to AZ from Colorado!! YEAH, we are excited to have her back in town; I think Lyndsey almost cried from excitement.
Oh…we did the ward trunk or treat last night it was fun, Brent’s parents had the girls so they weren’t there (they went to another Halloween function), but I did borrow a few other kids for a little bit so I didn’t look like a freak being there childless. For Halloween this year Lyndsey is a clown and Reilly is an angel with a crown and a wand, odd really—I know, but she was set on all three and I have learned to choose my battles. On the way to the church, Reilly was telling me that she didn’t have a dad now, so I spent about five minutes explaining to her that YES, she does have a daddy—he is just away for a while. Man was that hard.
Okay okay I really do have some family pictures to put on here and I will get them off the camera as soon as I figure out how but for now I figure Maxine and I think enough alike that I wouldn’t be totally off by adding a picture of her.
Seriously though, I’m just going bananas. I’m still in the phase where it’s easier to be grumpy than sad; and I’m sure it is getting really old to the people around me. I’d apologize, but I’m not ready to change it quite yet…so stay tuned.
Daddy Fisk has been super busy this week with training, and although I got a warning it would be like this from here on out, it’s not easy. The only time I get to talk to him is a few minutes at night—and well, H-E-L-L-O I work nights. So I rush outside to take a break and talk for a few minutes but being that we have to keep it so short there is no REAL talk. It’s wearing me down.
Enough whining though right…I promise I’m not ALWAYS a downer. So the good news is that the Army issued them a four day pass which means, I’ll get to go see him for four days next month!! I’m super excited, we plan on going to NYC and Philadelphia to see some touristy stuff, it should be fun. AND I’m excited that I get a “do over” since I spent the last pass in GRUMP mode!!! I’m sure you wanted to know…but I’m mostly looking forward to spooning—it is by far the most secure feeling ever. I can’t even explain it… so cherish your spooning time. The funny thing is he always says I pose him like a Ken doll!!! So hilarious (so Brent)…deep down I’m sure he likes it too.
Another good thing is that my mom is moving back to AZ from Colorado!! YEAH, we are excited to have her back in town; I think Lyndsey almost cried from excitement.
Oh…we did the ward trunk or treat last night it was fun, Brent’s parents had the girls so they weren’t there (they went to another Halloween function), but I did borrow a few other kids for a little bit so I didn’t look like a freak being there childless. For Halloween this year Lyndsey is a clown and Reilly is an angel with a crown and a wand, odd really—I know, but she was set on all three and I have learned to choose my battles. On the way to the church, Reilly was telling me that she didn’t have a dad now, so I spent about five minutes explaining to her that YES, she does have a daddy—he is just away for a while. Man was that hard.
Okay okay I really do have some family pictures to put on here and I will get them off the camera as soon as I figure out how but for now I figure Maxine and I think enough alike that I wouldn’t be totally off by adding a picture of her.
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